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my Jap name is Yutaka Kuga.

My Superhero Name is The Steel Singer Your Superpower is Extra-dimensional Your Weakness is Tummy Rubs Your Weapon is Your Sonic Crossbow Your Mode of Transportation is Pegasus.

You havea passion for everything - including sleeping.Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situation

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Mine mine mine

Reveal mine:Submit the code xyzzy, and push KEYPAD ENTER and LEFT SHIFT when the game loads. Move your pointer over a square with a hidden mine will result in a very small black pixel appearing in the top right corner of the screen. Or submit the Code SHIFT + SHIFT + xyzzy + SHIFT + SHIFT after moving the pointer over the game area. You won't be able to use this code for Windows ME.

Get unlimited time:)Press and hold the Left Mouse Button + Right Mouse Button and push ESC. OR press and hold the Left Mouse Button + Right Mouse Button + CTRL.Sound effects:)Remember to create a backup copy of a file before attempting to use your text editor to edit that particular file. Use your text editor to alter the "winmine.ini" file. Add the line "SOUND=3".

Change best times:)Remember to create a backup copy of a file before attempting to use your text editor to edit that particular file. Use your text editor to alter the "winmine.ini" file. Alter the lines labeled "Name1", "Name2", and "Name3". Just change the name after the "=" sign, with the name you wish to have appear on the best times list. You can also if you wish to edit the times which appear on the list, by altering the lines "Time1", "Time2", and "Time3", to that particular number of seconds.

Get an easy win:)In the GAME option and click on CUSTOM. Make the size as follows: height 24, width 30 and 10 mines. You should unlock a large number of mines on your first click. Upon winning the game the smiley face will be wearing sun glasses.

Jealousy/Envy

jealousy/envy
madaling magselos o mainggit
bakit?
ang tanong e, what makes it even possible?
kasi one possesses something that i dont have.
why should u care that he possesses what you dont?
kasi i want to be an UBERMAN.
oh.. so is it right to say that the natural inclination of man to top other people is a cause for his jealousy?
yeah... yeah?
so man shouldn't top other people and be content in sulking, no competition, just be a drop out kasi jealousy is bad?
no... competition is good but if it is a cause for hatred and quarrel among supposed brothers or sisters... then it does not become good.
does competition always lead to hatred and dissent?
not always... there are times that competition is fun..
is competition fun when ur losing?
yeah... it can... but hard nga lang..
it's easy when u get used to it.
to overcome jealosy... always think that there is always something more that you have that the other don't. and being happy at other's success is some admirable value.mahirap pero posible.

hopeful Romantic

knock knock knock..
who is it?

the yard man...
just a sec...

;) ;) ;) on second thought, affairs aren't such bad ideas afterall.
The stealth mode really always works.

ngak

Hopeless Romantic

Knock, Knock, Knock
Who is it?

Open the door so you'll know...
But i can't...

Even if i serenade you?
Please don't..

But i like you...
But i'm inlove..

can you not love me?
Please go away...

will you leave my heart in pain?
i do not know you...

You will if you open your door...
i'm sorry...

open just a crack so i may see you before i go...
good bye...

tsktsktsk..
moral: give it up on taken women. you'll only be looking and feeling pathetic.

Sin and Will

Stain is undesirable. Comes with the idea of pureness/whiteness.
So a stain in a stain is not a stain.”
“only a stain in a something clean can be called a real stain.”
So, prerequisite for stain is an idea of cleanliness/purity/whiteness
Thus, there is sin because there is goodness. Anything that stains goodness is sin.

What is goodness?
--Care for self and others.
What is sin?
--Anything that hurts myself or others.
How is myself/others hurt?
--When I go against the will of God.
What is the will of God?
--Growth which is beneficial only to us.
--Thus, all commandments have an underlying theme of GROWTH and all SINS against God as confirmed by the church has an underlying theme of UNGROWTH.
Why the need to grow?
--To realize the self’s full potential some of which are HAPPINESS, ability to ARTICULATE thoughts and feelings, MATURE in relationships
--Thus, God’s will is for man to be happy. In realizing the self’s full potential, others are going to be cared in the process.
Thus, God’s will is love, for and in all mankind.
Thus, Let your will be done would mean, let me love and teach me how to love.

Qoutable Qoutes

Therese:

“perfection consists in doing his will, in being what he wills us to be.” “ demons… are cowards, capable of fleeing before the gaze of a little child”

Archie:

“gawin na natin para matapos na.”
“the most fatal of thoughts is to think that there is a lot of time.”
“when tomorrow has been used, you better do it now.”

JBoy:

"be a flower in full bloom, get carried away by emotions coz thats who you are"

Martin:

"it is god's will when you are happy and at peace."

Enemies of Meditation

time consciousness
fear of knowing something
hesitation/acceptance of self
/truthbliss/insight scavenging
symphony of sounds - nakakaantok
tiredness

Security Guard's LIfe

There is no job more boring than that of a security guard. Believe me. In my twenty years as a security guard in this god forsaken train station, I can say nothing else truer.

Sulking in benches
Sleepy in position
Same design of uniform
Point point at bags
Snubbed by people
Staying in one place

Phew.. I need action.Iv’e done so before: I pushed a drunk man seconds before the train came dashing. I loved that sound of cracking bones and splittering blood muffled by the electric buzz of the trian that passed. Damn.. and now there’s this pregnant woman…

Multo sa Kuwarto

Matulog, mahimbing, managinip
Mamamatay ang iyong kapatid.
Mangangaliwa ang iyong ama.
Magpapakamatay ang iyong ina.

Gumising agad, sumigaw.
Lumuha at manahimik.
Narinig mo ba ang halakhak
Sa kaloob looban ng pader?

Tumingin sa bintana, huminga
Titigan ang akasya, titigan
Ayon, lumipad ang ibon.Huwag ka nang matulog.

Di Nakita

Sa gabi, di mo nakitang
Nabuksan ang lagusan
Ng dalawang kunehong
Naiinip sa maliit na kulungan

Gustong makalabas
Makatakas kahit panandali
kapag mataas ang bakod
At matigas ang lupa

Pinalambot ng laway
Nagtulunganang magbungkal
Pumatong sa isa
Para matalon ang bakod

Di mo nakita ang pagbubungkal
Di mo nakita ang pagpapatong
Nakita mo lang nakalaya na sila
Patuloy na lumalaking, masaya.