Reroute, reroute

There were two positions:
A. lacking/absence of perfection
B. nothing by itself, perfection by itself…

Resolved by:
Nothing – imperfection (creation) – perfection (eternal life)
Yeah.. that’s it lang pala… What was my problem…

There is a being nothing but through creation we became something, thus being imperfect as well for we did not give existence to ourselves. Furthermore, we still experience the after effects of the nothing that we came from, thus we sin and experience evil, and thus slowly turning back into nothing. But through Jesus, we are given the chance to regain our somethingness. Yet one can reject redemption or the grace of forgiveness and become nothing again.. will god allow it?

We are free. We can “not choose” God. What does Christ’s death mean then?
-- so that all we’ll be saved from becoming nothing, to regain somethingness, and furthermore open the gates to perfection. There is no exemption. Everyone is saved.

What if I don’t want to…
-- ahah!!! But you do want to!! Imagine being in the usual concept of hell, you can probably say, “I don’t want it here.. I want light…”

Gee.. I’m getting confused… Conflict between freedom and Christ’s voluntary death…

So far… namnamin ang mga paghihirap at lungkot at kasamaan na kinalugmukan, magiging aware ka sa imperfeciton mo, then you’ll know how much you desire perfeciton. Yuou’ll turn to God to fill up that lack in you..

Does it mean na magpapakasasa na lang ako sa masama (patay patay, sex sex, etc..), so that I will better appreciate God?-- no no no! you will see that it will be hard to go to God if you did. But yeah din, you will better appreciate God… haay.. im lost again…